Today is a better day!

Today is much better than yesterday. And I'm sure tomorrow will be even better! I'm getting there, back to my old self.

Yesterday was a little rough for me. I didn't sit and bawl my eyes out, but it was on my mind all day. I was sad, sad that I wasn't pregnant anymore. Even though this baby was a complete surprise and I may have had a slight freak out moment when I first found out, I was excited and happy to be expecting another little one. And then so quickly it was over.

Yesterday was just an up and down day for me. I was sad, but at the same time I know that maybe next time the timing might be better. I might be a little more prepared. I won't have a 14 month old and be pregnant  with my 4th baby. We might have a 4 bedroom house instead of a 3 bedroom.

I did a lot of praying yesterday, just to have a calm peaceful heart about all of this. Trying not to over think things and just be content with what is and what isn't.

And so here I am, with a brighter heart this morning. A better outlook on things. Ready to start a new chapter and move forward.

I'm changing my focus to the upcoming open house we have this weekend and maybe a few small things I could do to the house before then to *hopefully* snag someone to make us an offer.  And focusing more on myself and increasing my exercise and improving my diet. Doing some things for me.

But for now, I want to say a big THANK YOU to everyone for their support and prayers. I truly have some amazing family and friends. I've had a lot of people checking up on me and I truly appreciate it, from the bottom of my heart. Thank you!